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| i need to figure out something to do to pass these days. my life is moving too slow, and everything's just going on longer than it needs to.
i saw travis in the hospital again today. he's awake now, but he's not talking. i don't know if it's because he can't or he doesn't want to. but i talk to him anyway.
new xanga tonight. | | |
| tonight i went to hooters with johnny, aggnew, hannah and all them. in translation, that means the guys acted stupid and made fish/crab/lobster monsters out of pieces of johnny's crab legs while hannah and i cracked up.
to be more specific, monsters like this:
it wasn't too bad.
but i missed chris. i always do. it's like... my best friend lives so far, but it's not hard. it's just frustrating sometimes. it'll get better though, and i look forward to that.
day 3 of diet/workout plan, 5 lbs gone.
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| spring break isn't for another four weeks, but ally and i are going to the dells for three days with therese and lindsay. i think.
amy might not let me take off work, but in all seriousness i do not need that job. i could just as easily be working for my dad and making an extra $1.50 an hour. the only reason i'm working there is because i like the independence and i like being at the mall all the time.
yesterday i decided i hated myself so i ate and drank nothing all day except for water and went to workout for an hour. and i lost four pounds in one day. yeah, it's waterweight and it'll get harder. but i don't care.
keith told me there's rumors going around school about me. i think it's funny how certain people don't talk to me unless they've got something bad to say. seriously, people can go fuck themselves.
why are all these mexican preppy guys adding me on myspace all of a sudden? gross. | | |
| sometimes, once in awhile, i miss kristen.
and i think about how we used to do the most random things together. we used to make movies and go to chicago and give each other advice about anything and everything and go to shows and meet boys named devin and jeremy in lansing and hang out every single day.
and i really wish she was still my best friend.
and i really wish she misses me as much as i miss her.
and i really wish i would've been crazier and taken more pictures.
sometimes, once in awhile, i miss brad.
and i think about how we used to do the most random things together. we used to go to wade's house on friday nights and i'd sit and watch them at skateparks on saturdays. and it was warm outside, so we wore shorts and tank tops and listened to the offspring in jen's car.
and i really wish i was still as close to them as i was.
and i really wish he misses me as much as i miss him.
and i really wish i would've been more honest and taken more pictures.
i miss my best friends.
sometimes, once in awhile, i miss colin.
but not really. | | |
| Dirty hair, nice weather, no work until two, been hanging out with Keith, yeah, this is the life. | | |
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